I need YOU to support me in my missions trip to South Africa!
I am settled in, here in England. God has already begun to work on my character and my identity, addressing such issues as "who am I out of context?", "do I trust God?", "Who is God?", "what is my purpose?", and the idea of rest vs. work. It is all very exciting.
I have been watching baby Daan from roughly 8am till 1pm an have really been enjoying learning how to take care of him. I changed my first diaper! (Well, his diaper...not mine...haha)
Next tuesday will mark 2 weeks here in England already and I am amazing at what God is doing. May 8-10 is a long weekend that YWAM is giving the school so Edward and Jet (the parents), their class and I are going to London for 2 days. I'm excited. We will be staying in a Korean Hostel in the center of London. So the adventure continues!
Like I said, I have really been struggling with my identity away from home and had reverted back to my past ways of considering myself a burden and withdrawing into my self. Fortunately, God and Jet caught me in that before it go out of hand and I have begun to dive into the deep pool of "who am I", "who is God" and "what does God want for me"? Part of this healing and journey has been wrestling over the opportunity to go to South Africa with the team from mid June to mid August.
I believe I mentioned about the possibility of going to South Africa with the team. I had no idea the reality of this offer. I am being offered a full-fledged position on the Mega-Outreach team for the whole 2 month mission. http://thekingslodge.com/missionoutreach/ southafrica.html
The cost is around $2,000.
So I have been wrestling with whether or not to go, if it's my place, is it selfish to go, can I afford it, can I ask my mom for the money, etc. I was feeling real confused about it until yesterday when it hit me...
I had been asking God for a sign and praying about it and not getting an answer until I realized what God had already done for me. He had completely arranged for this WHOLE trip, got me all the papers, opened doors left and right. God has made a way for me where there seems to be no way. It was when I realized this that I knew I should go.
God has made a way for me to go. He has provided the opportunity and opened the doors. All I have to do is step through.... step through and raise the money. (Oh yeah... forgot about that part...)
I have never really asked anyone for money. It's kinda hard for me to do. But I was encouraged to do so and was told, "I think you'll be surprised how generous people will be". I am wondering if any of you would be willing to pray about it and contribute as much as you feel led. I still need to figure out how to receive funds internationally but we can cross that bridge when we get there.
So there you have it. I am going to South Africa for two months. And I need to raise the money. Please be praying for me as I continue to walk in the unknown. Your prayers, support, emails, letters, facebooks, skypes, and encouragement makes all the difference.
Please continue to pray for me as I embark on this amazing journey. Pray for favor and faith, strength and support, hope and health, peace and power. Pray also for my family who stays behind.
I started reading a book called "Through Painted Deserts" by Don Miller, author of Blue Like Jazz, and there is a part in the beginning that really struck me-
"And so my prayer is that your story will have involved some leaving and some coming home, some summer and some winter, some roses blooming out like children in a play. My hope is that your story will be about changing, about getting some beautiful born inside you, about moving yourself around water, around mountains, around friends, about learning to love others more than we love ourselves, about learning oneness as a way of understanding God. We get one story, you and I, and one story alone. God has established the elements, the setting and the climax and the resolution. It would be a crime not to venture out, wouldn't it?
It might be time for you to go. It might be time to change, to shine out.
I want to repeat one word for you-
"Leave"
Roll the word around on your tongue for a bit. It is a beautiful word, isn't it? So strong and forceful, the way you have always wanted to be. And you will not be alone. You have never been alone. Don't worry. Everything will still be here when you get back. It is you who will have changed."
So thank you for your prayers. Thank you for your support. And thank you to those of you who will contribute financially. This is an amazing adventure. Such wonderful opportunity to venture out into other lands and to be able to share the gospel and heal the broken all at the same time! How great is our God.
In Him^,
Anna
